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  • What I Learned on the Disney College Program

    What I Learned on the Disney College Program

    This post has been floating around in my head for literal months. 

    I’ve been wanting to find a way to summarize the 10 months that I spent in Florida for a while now, but I’ve quickly realized that there is no easy way to do that.

    Originally, I was going to make a blog post called “My Complete Experience on the Disney College Program.” The problem is, that’s a lot to cover, and it’s so vague that I didn’t even know where to begin. 

    So, as I’ve been thinking back on my time at Disney, I’ve found that what stands out to me is not the details of my program–my role, my room assignment, my day to day life, etc. 

    Instead, it’s the things I learned, and the ways that I grew. And so, instead of this being a typical: “Here’s everything I did on my program and why you should do the program too” post (I’m getting tired of seeing those on Instagram), this is going to be a post about what I learned about myself, about Disney, and about the world on my Disney College Program. 

    But first, I am going to just give some basic information, just so that we’re all on the same page. 

    My Role: Merchandise 

    My Location: Disney Springs Marketplace Village

    • Goofy’s Candy Co. (Candy store)
    • Disney’s Days of Christmas (Christmas ornament store)
    • The Art of Disney (Art Store)
    • Disney’s Wonderful World of Memories (Embroidery store)

    My second location: EPCOT Festivals (Festival of the Arts) ← best part of my program

    If I had known I was going to post this picture I might have actually smiled lol

    Ok, now we’re jumping in. 

    What I Learned About Myself 

    1. I’m capable of more than I think I am 

    I tend to minimize my strengths–sometimes when I’m talking to others, but most of the time when I’m just thinking to myself. I tend to ignore or not pay attention to good opportunities because I’ve convinced myself that I would obviously fail at whatever it is. 

    Well, one thing about the DCP is that you really don’t get much choice about…anything. You don’t choose your role, you don’t choose your room type, and you don’t choose your roommates.

    You pay $400 in fees and you go in blind. (Literally. Like, you meet your roommates when you walk in the door on the first day. Are they 20 years old? 30? 40? Did they bring a cat? Do they keep the thermostat at 80 degrees?)

    So, instead of having time to think about the things that I would be good at and apply to specific roles or opportunities, I just had to hope that I was cut out for whatever circumstances I found myself in. 

    During my time on my program, I learned that I can: 

    • move across the country (with some help from my parents) 
    • make my own food (mostly stuff with rice)
    • budget (Did I make a budget? Yes. Did I follow it…)
    • and apparently get all the childhood illness I never had (Hand, Foot, and Mouth; Strep Throat; Ear infection…)

    Mostly, I learned that I can make decisions. I can decide how I want to spend my time, spend my money, and spend my energy without getting someone else’s approval.

    I learned that I have good ideas that are different from other people’s ideas. I learned that I can trust my judgement in situations where everyone else seems to have a different opinion than me.

    1. I thrive on chaos

    I had a lot of chaotic days as a cast member. My schedule changed every week, and I worked a variety of shifts at a variety of stores. Every day was different, and I could never really predict what was going to happen.

    And…I kind of loved it?

    I’ve always thought I was a creature of habit. I make routines, schedules, lists, and plans. I think about every possible outcome in every situation that I’m in.

    But I realized I enjoy something about the unknown. I also enjoy solving problems and having lots of tasks.

    There’s not enough time to get all the tasks done?

    We’ll see about that. 

    My favorite positions in the stores that I worked at were the ones that were the most chaotic, like the personalization register at the Christmas store. At Goofy’s, my favorite days were the ones where there was a line stretching across the whole store. I always hated when I was just standing at a register with nothing to do.

    Chaos is fun like how a workout feels good: only afterwards. During the chaos, I’d often be a little bit overwhelmed, but after it was over, I’d always think, “That was kind of fun!” 

    1. I enjoy solo activities

    I think I’ve always known this about myself, but my time at Disney really confirmed it. Some of my favorite days on my program were my solo park days, where I could just wander through the World Showcase, stroll down Main Street, or get lost in Galaxy’s Edge. 

    One of my absolute favorite days was a day at EPCOT.

    The previous day, I was working a FOTA shift, and I saw, like, six people wander past my art tent with baguettes from France, and I thought “I want to walk around the World Showcase with a baguette!” 

    So, the next morning, I went to EPCOT, got a baguette from the France Pavilion, and walked around the World Showcase while looking at art. 

    I forgot I literally took a picture of the baguette.

    Bliss. 

    1. I hate the monorail

    Just speaking my truth. I think I would stay on property just to avoid having to go through the (*shudders*) TTC…

    If I never see the monorail again, it’ll be too soon. 

    I did enjoy trying to collect all the monorail colors though

    What I learned about Disney 

    1. Storytelling is taken very seriously 

    This one is pretty obvious, but I never realized the full extent of it until I was literally working at and visiting the parks almost every day. Every single detail has a purpose, and every design is intentional.

    In one of the storytelling class sessions I attended, we heard from an Imagineer whose job was to basically design, build, and gather props for different lands and attractions at WDW. Hearing the thought behind every object that is placed in the parks really gave me a new appreciation for Disney’s commitment to storytelling. 

    1. The company is its people 

    Disney is a company of creatives. If you try to blend in and “fit in” with the company, you won’t contribute anything to it. As much as Disney has their own policies and procedures, nothing would be possible without the ideas of innovative people who challenge the system.

    All of Disney’s best movies are the ones that reject the status quo of the previous ones (Anna not marrying a man she just met; Rapunzel realizing she never needed Eugene to rescue her; Tiana working to achieve her dreams instead of just waiting around for them to come true). 

    Similarly, through listening to different people talk about their careers at Disney, I realized that these were all people who weren’t afraid to make their voices heard and shake things up. They got to where they are today because they took risks and spoke up, even if it wasn’t technically “the way things were done.” 

    These are the people who have made Disney what it is today.

    1. You can’t buy the “Disney Magic” 

    The “Disney Magic” doesn’t come from low wait times. It doesn’t come from aesthetic food, magic bands, deluxe resorts, lightning lanes, personalized ears, birthday buttons, or (gasp) a $50 bubble wand. 

    It doesn’t come from the perfect itinerary, a VIP tour, a limited edition pin, or a passholder discount. 

    The “Disney Magic” isn’t a thing you can buy; it’s a choice you can make. 

    When my family took a trip to Disney World when I was nine years old, I’m sure that there were things that went wrong. I’m sure that rides went down, I’m sure we missed a chance to meet a character, and I’m sure we had to wait in a bunch of lines. But I don’t remember any of that. 

    I also don’t remember much about the resort we stayed at or which rides we had Fast Passes (RIP) for. And I don’t think I even have any of the souvenirs I bought anymore. 

    The magic, for me, wasn’t anything that we bought, it was my belief that I was in a fantasy world. And, when I was older, the magic came from my choice to have fun, to buy into the world, to ignore small problems that I would forget about tomorrow. 

    Experiencing the magic at Disney World is a choice you can make. Believe it or not, you can still have a good day at Disney, even when Cosmic Rewind is down for six hours. 

    1. The location of Walt’s frozen head

    I would tell you, but then I’d have to make you prick your finger on a spinning wheel. 

    What I learned about the world

    1. Every individual is unique, but we all have similarities that connect us 

    Every DCP participant is on a different path in life. There are some who do the program while they are in college, some who do it shortly after they graduate (me!), and there are some who do it later in life.

    During my DCP, I had 8 roommates (and like a million coworkers). Some were from Florida, and some were from the other side of the world. All of them were people I never would have met if I hadn’t decided to do the DCP. 

    We were all unique human beings, but we had at least one thing in common: a connection to Disney–whether that was the movies, the parks, the Disney Channel shows, etc. 

    Even if we spoke different languages, we loved the same stories.

    1. There is no “right path” 

    Everyone is just figuring it out as they go, and taking the opportunities as they come. 

    During my program, I had many opportunities to listen to different people speak about their careers at Disney. One thing that stood out to me was that most of them found their way to the position they were in by accident. They were pursuing one thing, and then found themselves doing something completely different in the end. 

    Of course, having career goals is good, and sometimes things will go as planned. 

    But a lot of times, the opportunities that we take are the ones that we would have never even considered in the first place. 

    It’s kind of exciting not having a map to follow. 

    1. Everyone has a different version of success 

    One of my coordinators at my location said something to me once, along the lines of: “If you want to have a successful career at Disney, you should never stay in the same position/location for more than 5 years.” 

    It is super common for people in the company (and especially for cast members) to switch roles and move around a lot. 

    At the same time, I also had many coworkers who had been in the same role for 20 years. 

    So, who’s more successful? The coordinator who has moved locations 12 times and networked themselves into a leadership role? Or the cast member who has stayed in their role their entire career–who cares about their location and knows it inside and out? 

    To me, the answer is both. Everyone has different goals, and not everyone’s goal is to advance up the career ladder. At the same time, there is a lot of fulfillment that can come from a career-focused life. It just depends on what you’re looking for at the time. 

    1. People really don’t like to wait in line 

    Like, at all. 

    Conclusion 

    Overall, the main thing I learned on my program is that opening yourself up to new experiences and new opportunities is one of the best things you can do. There’s always time to settle down, to get a “real” job, to (gag) nEtwOrk. 

    But my favorite experiences in my 22 (almost 23–yikes) years have been the surprise ones: travelling to Spain, moving to Disney World, starting a blog… 

    The other most important thing I learned is this:

    The cheeseburger spring rolls are over-hyped.

  • Life Update!

    Life Update!

    Well, it’s official–I’m no longer an employee of The Walt Disney Company. 

    Hey, who put that there? 

    It’s actually been official for a while now. My program ended at the beginning of June, and then I guess I decided I needed a break from blogging. 

    But I’m back!

    I have so much to say about my program–so much, in fact, that I have a whole post planned about my full experience on the Disney College Program. I’ll be exposing everything. 

    Just kidding. 

    In reality, I just have so much to say about my time at Disney (all good things, all good things) that it’s going to have to get its own post. So, look forward to that–if I ever have enough motivation to write it. 

    So today, I’ve decided to just do a little life update. Since starting this blog, I’ve realized that I enjoy writing my life updates much better than putting together Instagram photodumps. This may have something to do with the fact that I never take pictures…

    I guess we’ll start with May/June: the end of my program. 

    During the last week of May, my family came down to help me move out of my apartment.

    That’s right: I’m no longer a resident of Flamingo Crossings Village.

    Now that one’s there on purpose

    When I met up with the rest of my family, one of the first things I realized was that despite being the oldest sister, I am now the 4th tallest (out of five). 

    I guess age order and height order aren’t the same thing anymore…

    During my time as a cast member, I earned a bunch of complimentary Disney tickets, so my family stayed an extra week in Orlando and we got to have a 10-day family vacation. We did four days at Disney and five days at Universal. (I didn’t have tickets to Universal; we just like long vacations.)

    We also had one “rest” day in the middle, except that while my family was resting, I was working my last shift. 

    Anyway, we had a lovely vacation. We started with Disney and did one day in each park. Then, for our Universal days, we did two days at Epic, two days at Islands of Adventure, and one day at Universal Studios.

    You could say it was the Most Magical and Universally Epic trip on Earth. (I think I got all the parks in there…)

    We got lots of pictures, too. I will put some below. 

    “But wait,” you say, “I thought you said you never take pictures!”

    And to that I respond: Yes, you are correct. These are all either taken by Photopass or my mom😂

    These may not be the best pictures from our trip; we have just shy of 500 pictures in our Google Photos album, and I am not about to go sorting through all that. So these are just some fun ones I found. And they are also in random order.

    Anyway, after four Disney days, one last shift at Goofy’s, and then five Universal days…we missed our morning flight back to Colorado.

    If there’s one place the “Disney Magic” doesn’t exist it’s the Orlando International Airport.

    Luckily, we were able to get on another flight later in the day. But it was touch-and-go for a while there.

    So, after like three flights (we had two transfers) we arrived in Colorado Springs. As soon as we walked off the plane, I immediately realized I couldn’t breathe. 

    6,000 feet is a lot after you’ve gotten used to living at sea level. 

    Anyway, after a couple weeks of rest, I started a new job: 

    I’m in my barista era ✨☕

    For the past two months, I’ve been working as a Starbucks barista, and I love it. Which is surprising, because I used to be pretty coffee-averse. Those who know me know I couldn’t handle any amount of caffeine. 

    But, over the last few weeks, I’ve built up my tolerance, and now I drink coffee all the time, lol. Making drinks is so much fun, and I get a lot of fulfillment from it, too. I love connecting with the customers and getting to know all the regulars!

    A few days ago, someone came into the shop and said, “Oh, I’m glad you’re here; you make good drinks!” 

    There have been some crazy days (*cough cough* unicorn frap *cough cough*) but it’s all been mostly fun. And I will say it is also really nice to work at a job where I can pull out my phone for one second and not worry about getting fired lol.

    And where I can take a sick day and not get a “point.”

    And where I can use the same bathrooms as the customers.

    (Also–It took me like three weeks before I started saying “customers” instead of “guests” lol.) 

    One other fun thing that has come from this job is that I bought my own espresso machine!

    Isn’t she lovely

    I spent many hours in the “figuring stuff out” phase, which may or may not have included a can of coffee grounds exploding on the counter. Anyway, I’m still not perfect at it, but I did successfully make one iced salted caramel latte!

    I know for sure there’s other things that I could give updates about, but if I wrote it all now I would have nothing to write about for the next few weeks! And I really want to start blogging regularly again lol.

    But I can’t leave off without first showing the best part of the summer: being reunited with my cats. 

    If there’s one thing I do take pictures of, it’s the cats. 

    Ok, now I can finish this post.

    I’m looking forward to a lot of things: the beginning of fall (and the fall Starbucks menu!), the holiday season, getting to celebrate my birthday at home for the first time in like four years…

    And hopefully continuing to blog through it all! 

    If you’ve read this far, thank you! I really do appreciate my blog readers 😊 I hope to get back to my regular schedule of Blog Sundays, so stay tuned! And subscribe, if the ramblings of a 22-year-old English-major-turned-barista sounds like something you’d enjoy. 

    See you next week!

    P.S. One more update:

    My family and I all got subscriptions to the New York Times Games app.

    My favorite game is the Spelling Bee.

    It definitely doesn’t ragebait me at all. 

  • Last Week on the DCP…

    Last Week on the DCP…

    This is probably going to be the last post for at least the next two weeks. We’re officially at the last week of my program, and my family is coming to do a couple of days at Disney and Universal before they take me back home with them, haha. Between all of the packing, last days at work, and 12-hour Disney and Universal days, something tells me I’m not going to have that much time to write. Even this post is probably going to be shorter than normal.

    The title of this post is “Last Week on the DCP…” and it’s kind of a double meaning. 

    The first is that it’s obviously my last week on the DCP. But it’s also like those voiceovers at the beginning of two-part TV show episodes where they say, “Last week on Abbott Elementary…” and then recap the previous episode so you’re updated for part two. 

    So, this blog post will be talking about my last normal week on the DCP…which was also last week. 

    So, here we go. 

    Last week, on the DCP…

    MONDAY

    I probably should have just started with Tuesday. Not much happened on Monday, besides the fact that I worked at the Christmas store and this time I did NOT lose my name tag after my shift (the last time I worked a Christmas shift was two weeks ago when I lost my name tag). Which is good because it would have been embarrassing to lose the backup one they gave me. 

    Also, today on the way to work, the bus got in the right turn lane and then made a left turn instead. At some point you just have to admire the audacity. 

    TUESDAY

    Tuesday will forever be known as the day that I took a picture with Mickey while dressed as Goofy, while also wearing a name tag that says “Chris.” 

    And I did it on the clock. (Because, believe it or not, this is not how I dress on my days off.) 

    I made the mistake of sending this picture to my family group chat, and now it’s up on my mom’s Facebook page. As she pointed out, I’m as tall as Mickey Mouse now. 

    Oh, also I got some cool shades: 

    WEDNESDAY 

    This was the day that I spent mostly on the phone, trying to get my family’s Disney tickets. One thing about me is that no matter how much I try to plan ahead and get things done early, somehow it always ends up becoming a time crunch situation, and everything gets done at the last minute. 

    In this case, I had been working a lot of hours in order to get the last set of tickets for the fam and had all the hours I needed by May 9th (like two weeks ago). But apparently whatever system counts the hours messed up and was showing that I had about 80 hours less than what was needed. 

    So, after one long phone call where I was redirected to about three different departments, with the last one saying they would have to email a 4th completely different department, I ended up getting an email with the tickets later that night. 

    Hallelujah. 

    THURSDAY

    Today, I got to go to one of the Special Engagements that Disney Programs offers. Every once in a while, Disney Programs brings a celebrity to come and talk to us CPs. Before this one, I’d been to two others: JoJo Siwa and John Stamos. 

    I don’t know if I could think of two more opposite people if I tried. 

    Anyway, this one was with Darren Criss, who is an actor, singer, songwriter, composer, etc. He was in Glee (which I’d never seen) and also many other shows and musicals and some Broadway shows. He was also in A Very Potter Musical, which is a deep cut, but it was the only thing that I knew him from, haha. I don’t even know if I’ve seen the whole thing, but I grew up seeing the clips online. 

    That’s another thing about me–as a middle school kid I didn’t have any social media, but I did have full access to YouTube. And used that access to watch almost exclusively Harry Potter videos. 

    Anyway, this session was actually really good and Criss had a lot of interesting things to say. He talked a little about growing up in California and then doing Broadway in NYC. Whenever people talk about growing up in California or New York or anywhere on the coasts, it really fascinates me because it’s so different from my experience growing up in rural Colorado.

    I only got one really bad photo from this one:

    Anyway, because of this session, I went home and started watching Glee. I’m a couple episodes in, and it’s definitely…dated. I’m not sure if I’m going to end up finishing the series but there is some great music! 

    FRIDAY

    Today I went to Gideon’s one last time. (For my non-Disney readers: Gideon’s is a bakeshop in Disney Springs.) Technically, I’ve only been there one other time, so I was really just there for the second time. I wasn’t originally planning on going either, but I was in Disney Springs because…my new name tag was ready! 

    I decided to grab lunch, go get Gideon’s, and then get my name tag. It was about 100 degrees outside, and the line for Gideon’s was pretty long, but I needed to build up my heat tolerance for the rope-drop-to-close days I have coming up anyway. 

    My family thinks they’re excited for the Florida heat. It’s been cold in Colorado lately, and it snowed pretty recently, actually. Basically, they’re switching from cold and rainy to hot and rainy. Not a great trade-off in my opinion. We’ll see if they survive. 

    After I got lunch and waited 30 minutes for my cookie,

    Chocolate chips with a side of cookie

    I finally got my nametag: 

    War is over

    I timed it so that I would be picking up my name tag right before the bus arrived. Unfortunately, the bus was 30 minutes late, and I ended up standing outside in the insane heat for a lot longer than I had planned. For some reason, waiting outside in 95 degrees to get on the bus is less fun than waiting outside in 95 degrees to get on Tiana’s Bayou. 

    The bus did eventually come, and on the way back, it cut off a car in traffic. A few seconds later, the car sped past us and flipped the bus driver off. 

    This all happened after we were off Disney property, of course. That would never happen in the most magical place on earth… 

    SATURDAY

    And that brings us to today. I have spent most of the day packing up my stuff. This is my last day off before my family gets here! I’m super excited to show them around the parks again, even though we just had a Disney vacation last year lol. We’re also doing some days at Universal afterwards, which will be fun. 

    But first, I have to pack all of my stuff, most of which are things I have acquired since being on my program. For example:

    My pins. I managed to collect one complete series, and no, not one of the limited-edition ones. Just the regular open-edition princesses. Plus some other fun ones like scenes from Runaway Railway (my favorite ride), a skyliner pin from when I did my staycation at the Art of Animation resort (the pre-blog days), and a pin from my time as a FOTA cast member.

    Despite having acquired a lot of stuff, I did get most of my packing done, and I rewarded myself at the end with this new drink from starbucks: 

    It wasn’t that great, but it’s very photogenic. 

    Like I said at the beginning of this post, this will probably be the last post for the next two-ish weeks. However, I already have my next few posts planned, so here’s what you can look forward to: 

    1. A post about my complete experience on the Disney College Program–the highs, the lows, and the buffalos
    2. A post about my family’s disney/universal trip–because I’m sure interesting things will happen 
    3. A post about books, specifically about fiction–because I can only go so long without talking about writing 

    I’m sure you’re on the edge of your seat. 

    Well, that’s all for now. 

    See ya real soon! 

    So long, Disney Springs

    P.S. Just as I was finishing up editing this post, I get this little notification from WordPress:

    Thanks, WordPress. Really. It means a lot.

    And…yeah, it’s still not right.

  • On A.I.

    On A.I.

    When ChatGPT first released back in, like, 2023, I was so annoyed with people always wanting to talk about Generative A.I. and its consequences. Not because I didn’t care, but because I thought it was so obvious that A.I. was bad that it was physically frustrating for me to hear people argue about its “good uses.” And, I thought that maybe if everyone ignored it, it would just go away. 

    Well. 

    Flash forward to 2026, and I don’t think there’s ever a 20-minute period where I’m not looking at, hearing about, or even interacting with some form of artificial intelligence.

    All of this to say, I’ve been thinking about A.I. a lot the past few weeks, and that mostly has to do with my current job. Most of you reading this probably know that I’m on the Disney College Program right now, and that my role is merchandise in Disney Springs. But for the last six weeks, I was temporarily deployed to EPCOT for the Festival of the Arts, which started in mid-January and ran until February 23rd. I worked merchandise, which meant I got to work at all the booths that featured artwork from various Disney artists. It was so cool to get to learn about all the art and meet the artists, too. 

    Besides the artist booths, the festival had other experiences, such as a museum of original Broadway costumes and props, performances every night from the original Broadway actors from different Disney shows (I got to watch some of those while I was working–the dream), animation/drawing classes, a giant paint-by-number mural, and of course very good (and very colorful) food. 

    During this festival I got to experience probably the best night of my entire life, which was hearing James Monroe Iglehart (!!) sing “Bigger Than That,” one of my favorite songs from one of my favorite TV shows (“Tangled: The Series”). I could write a whole blog post about that. 

    James Monroe Iglehart

    But I digress.

    Anyway, seeing all of this art, music, and performance got me thinking. Because during the midst of this festival, as I was experiencing all of this human art, I was also hearing a lot of news about A.I. “art.” From the announcement that Disney Plus will eventually platform A.I.-generated videos, to seeing more and more A.I. content on social media, it seems like the world is becoming enamored with the artificial.

    So in this age of constantly having to decipher what is real and what is too good to be true, how do we define what actually makes a work of art? Is it the creation itself? Or does the creator have something to do with it? And if so, what makes a good creator? In this essay I will–

    Just kidding 🙂 This will not be an essay. Just a silly (but potentially long) blog post 😁 

    So…buckle in. Lol. 

    We’ll start with the art itself. What makes a good creation? And what makes something “art”? In my opinion, every good work of art has a story. Story is, arguably, the link that connects all of humanity. We all have stories, and there are even many specific stories that transcend culture and language (like “Cinderella”– there are a thousand different versions of this one story). In order for any song, painting, or movie to connect to its audience, it must have a story. 

    Think about going to a band or orchestra concert. What happens before the musicians start playing? Usually, the director talks a little bit about the composers and the pieces that will be performed that night. Although it’s obvious that there is a story behind the music, and the music can carry the story on its own, knowing the story heightens the impact of the notes. Meaning comes from that connection between the audience and the sound. 

    And if you’ve ever watched one of those reality TV talent shows (The Voice, American Idol, Dancing with the Stars, etc.) what do they include before every act? That’s right: an incredibly sad story about the person who’s about to perform. Why? Because they know that the story is going to be what ultimately captures viewers. 

    Even sports have stories. Athletics, in my opinion, is not that different from theater. We love sports for the “story.” It’s live entertainment, we assign teams “roles” like “underdog,” and we root for a specific outcome for our favorite characters (oops, sorry–“teams”). We even judge games based on how fun they are to watch and criticize the actions of the players. “Can you believe that last play?” Sometimes there are even unreliable narrato– referees.

    It all comes back to the story.

    My favorite part about working at the Festival of the Arts this year was getting to hear the artists’ stories. Sometimes they talked about what inspired the piece, how they decided what media to use, or just their artistic process. One sentiment that many of them expressed was the fun/joy that they had in the creating process. There are many pieces that I look at differently now because I’ve heard the story behind them. 

    And speaking of artists, if a good creation must have a story, then that story must have a creator. So what makes a good creator? Well, I think that in this case, maybe we should look at the Creator. And here’s where my Christian worldview kicks in. 

    First and foremost, I think a good creator is intentional; they create with a purpose. If I were to say that nothing about the world mattered, everything was random, God just kind of snapped His fingers and everything appeared, and then He stepped back, most Christians would probably have to disagree. Every single piece of the universe has a purpose. The Earth is situated in the exact position to support life. All life on Earth is part of the same give-and-take life cycle. Every organism in this cycle has a purpose and plays a part in what makes life possible here. I think that was all very intentional. 

    I think good creators are also thoughtful and create in their own unique voice or style. And when we create like this, we are following the example of our Creator. Many Christians subscribe to the idea that we are made in God’s image. What does this mean? Essentially, we have God’s fingerprint indented into us. Just like how you can tell if something is written by C.S. Lewis, painted by Picasso, or composed by Lin-Manuel Miranda (That was probably the most random list of people I’ve ever come up with!), we all have a similar “touch”: God’s. 

    To finish out this section, I think good creators take pride in their work and care about their creation. And both of these ideas are needed. Sometimes we don’t care how the work is done. The process is just a means to an end, and as long as it gets done, who cares what happens in the middle? 

    This is where generative A.I. comes in. It’s so easy to just say, “I want a painting of this sunset,” and plug a photo into any A.I. generator and get an instant result. There, the work is done, and you have a “painting.” Or you can say, “I need a four-page paper on the history of film,” and plug in the assignment details and get an essay in three seconds instead of three hours. 

    But if, at the end of the day, we’re all plugging prompts into machines and sending in identical “it’s not x–it’s y” sentences and “uncanny valley” images, what is the point of any of it? When we’re applying to jobs and all sending in the same A.I.-generated cover letter, how are any of us going to stand out? When we’re submitting portfolios of our work and it all looks the same, how can we expect anyone to recognize our artistic styles? Twenty years from now, will you be able to point to anything you did and say, “That’s my work, and I’m proud of it, and I can defend it”? Or will we become so dependent on a lifeless technology that we forget that the work, the human touch, is the whole point? 

    The problem is, we’re conflating premise and plot. This is something that many writers run into when planning their novels/screenplays/etc. Essentially, a premise is an idea. When someone says they have an idea for a book or a movie, it’s a premise. A premise is usually a “what if” question: 

    “What if toys were sentient?” (Toy Story

    “What if cars were sentient?” (Cars

    “What if emotions were sentient?” (Inside Out

    When we plug prompts into ChatGPT or any generative A.I. platform, we’re plugging in premises, not plots. 

    Plot is what actually happens in the story. When writers have an idea for a story, they start with the premise, or the “what if.” But they soon learn they need more than that to actually write the book. Who are my characters? What is my story structure going to be? How will my main character move through the Hero’s Journey? 

    Many stories exist that have good premises, but the actual plot, or story, didn’t really quite live up to it. That’s because a premise, no matter how good it is, is not enough to create a story. A.I. generates based solely on premises, and no matter how “good” the premise is, the final result will always fall short, because there is no mind creating a story, only a computer generating a product. 

    Ok, now I’d like to present some common arguments I’ve heard in favor of generative A.I., and my thoughts on them: 

    1. Everybody’s doing it/we have to keep up with the times/keep up with the rest of the world

    This argument is interesting to me, especially when it comes from a Christian perspective because, for the most part, Christians place a large emphasis on not conforming to the world or doing something just because everyone else is doing it. 

    And if your argument is just that “everyone else is doing it,” let me channel my inner ‘cliche sitcom dialog enthusiast’ and say, “If ChatGPT told you to jump off a cliff, would you?”

    1. It evens the playing field 

    There’s this myth that you have to “have the best stuff to make the best stuff.” Some say that A.I. evens the playing field for those who want to create art/produce songs/make movies that don’t have all of the resources that industry professionals do. 

    I’d like to argue, however, that some of the best art has come out of places where resources were limited. Because creativity is about doing more with less. Think about all the Disney movies that have come out in the past six years. How common has it become to see movies that are almost instantly forgotten? Strange World, Moana 2, Wish, the live action Lilo and Stitch, etc. These are not movies that did badly in the box office (it’s Disney–they’re going to make money no matter what), but they are movies that didn’t really leave much of an impression on the audience (generally). This is because of the opposite effect that having resources can create: the more money and support you have, the less pressure there is to create something “good.” Disney is now implementing A.I. into their streaming service. Why? Because they don’t need the human touch anymore, they need products that sell. 

    1. It saves so much time/I can focus on “more important” things 

    This argument is, again, interesting from a Christian perspective. Many Christians believe in a literal seven-day creation, in which the world was created in seven 24-hour days. Now, of course, we cannot “for sure” know how the world was created (and this topic would also be a whole other post). But I have a hard time believing the entire world sprang up in seven days when everything else about God’s creation suggests that growth takes time. Seeds take weeks to produce fruit, seasons come around in months, the earth takes a year to orbit around the sun, a human brain takes 25 years to develop, etc. Nothing worth anything happens instantly. There’s value in struggle, reward in patience, and worth in the work. 

    Now, it is possible that artificial intelligence has its uses, especially non-generative A.I. My youngest sister was recently diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes. Apparently, A.I. is being used to develop an insulin pump that automatically calculates how much insulin your body needs and provides it, without you having to pre-calculate how many carbs you’re going to eat. This is the kind of tech I can get behind. 

    A.I. may even have its uses in other aspects of the world. I’m sure some of the elements I used to design this website are somewhat A.I.-powered, so I really can’t judge anyone. The point of this blog post is not necessarily to campaign for A.I. to be eradicated…but I do think we would probably be better off without it anyway 😂

    So what to do with all of this? I’ve just written five Google Doc pages (and if you’ve made it this far, you’ve just read five Google Doc pages) about A.I. How to conclude?

    I guess my main point is this: It’s important to engage in humanity. The world is so divided right now; what we need is more human connection, more of a human touch, not less. As an English major, my field of study was under the “humanities” umbrella: an area of academics that studies art, religion, history…essentially what it means to be human. But, of course, you don’t have to have majored in the arts to engage in humanity.

    There is so much to be gained from human creation: reading a book, watching a movie, going to a live performance, listening to music, etc. And there is so much to be gained from being a creator: writing, performing, crafting, painting, etc. 

    In a world of instant gratification, find joy in the process before the product.

    A poem I like that I found recently

  • All About Me

    All About Me

    I am making this post with slight hesitation. As a recent college graduate who has spent [redacted for absurdity] amount of time in the job-searching trenches, my least favorite question has quickly become something along the lines of, “So, tell me a little bit about yourself.” 

    I just threw up in my mouth a little as I wrote that. 

    It’s so vague! What should I talk about? And what qualifies as a “little bit”??? You can look at a thousand different job interview “tip” websites and get a different answer on each one. And yes, I know, I’m overthinking it. 

    Anyway, all this to say, I’m starting a blog, and I have no idea what I’m doing. And as I was coming up with ideas for my first post, one of my thoughts was, “Well, maybe I should introduce myself.” But how to do it… I thought about going the “tell me a bit about yourself” route, but that unfortunately triggered a PTSD response from the job interviews, so it was quickly a “nope.” 

    Then I remembered another way I used to introduce myself: using one of those “All About Me” posters from elementary school. 

    You know the ones I’m talking about. Or at least, you should, especially if you’re a fellow Gen Z who was in elementary school during the 2000s/early 2010s. The way I remember it was that each week a new “student of the week” got to fill out the “All About Me” poster and present it to the class. You filled out your name, age, birthday, and there were categories like favorite color, favorite activities, favorite books…etc. 

    A goated way to introduce yourself for sure (it has very clear instructions on what to say), but the formatting would be a little awkward for the blog medium. 

    So, then I decided that this is my blog, and I can introduce myself however I want, and so this will be an introduction that is somewhere between “tell me a little bit about yourself” and an “All About Me” poster. 

    *clears throat* 

    Hi, my name is Naomi. I am 22 years old, I like to read and write, my favorite color is blue, and all I’ve ever wanted since I was young was to be able to tell people about myself.  

    Unfortunately, being a more naturally quiet person and never really knowing what to say or when to say it has made this…difficult. Maybe that’s why I loved making the “all about me” posters–I knew exactly what the people wanted. (I could expand on this; someday I might.) 

    I was an English major in college, something I am still very proud of (which is good, as it’s been less than a year since I graduated). Part of the reason I’m starting this blog is so that I still have something to write. I guess I’m finally over the burnout, and the realization that I can write anything that I want is exhilarating. Sure, it might be judged by the general public, but at least I know that nothing I write now will affect my grade point average. (At least, I don’t think so…can you get an ‘A’ in ‘blog’????) 

    I am also a Christian–something I probably should have mentioned before talking about being an English major (oops). I guess I’ll go ahead and mention that these aspects of my identity are in no particular order 😂. Now that I’m no longer attending a Christian university/living in a Christian community, I’m learning how to prioritize my relationship with Jesus in my life and in my schedule. It’s very different when you’re not attending mandatory chapel twice a week. 

    I have four younger sisters–a fact that is very useful in ‘two truths and a lie.’ It has also historically been useful for when I needed minions to do my bidding, although now that they’re older and discovering their free will, I’m losing my influence. 

    I have two cats who can do no wrong and are the pride and joy of the entire family. The reason I know this is that my mom’s Facebook/Instagram page, which used to be 100% her children, is now 50% her children, 50% the cats . 

    As for the job, I currently have an internship at Walt Disney World on the Disney College Program, which has been a lot of work and a lot of fun. I’m in a merchandise role, and I’m really enjoying it, but I’d also really appreciate it if the guests would stop giving me colds and strep throat. I’ve extended my program through June which is really exciting! The opportunities I’ve had to meet and serve people from all over the world have been rewarding. 

    As the new year approaches, I’ve realized that in my busy schedule I’ve not made a lot of time to do the things I love (i.e. writing), hence: blog. I’m hoping that this can be a space for me to write whatever I want to write about, and hopefully it will become a nice time capsule for this ‘era’ of my life. Both of my parents have blogs from the early 2010s that they’ve since abandoned, but they’re fun for me to look back on, since many of the posts (especially my mom’s) are about me and my sisters when we were younger. 

    Honestly, what will probably happen is that I’ll look back on these blogs one day and cringe, as I do with all of my writing. But just because something is cringeworthy doesn’t mean it’s not worth doing–at least, that’s what I’ll keep telling myself. 

    P.S. Yes, I use em dashes in my writing. No, I do not use A.I.

    “All About Me” poster from 6th grade…I think this is actually a perfect encapsulation of who I was 😂
    (And I still don’t have a favorite sport!)